THe Rabbit Hole
Another beautiful day. I’m indoors for the moment. Going to venture outside soon to clean out Lola. Heading to Halifax next weekend and I want her to be nice and tidy for the trip.
I have some tight deadlines at work this week and I anticipate that I will be busy and stressed Monday and Tuesday. Hopefully by the time Wednesday get here it will be much much better. Finding out Friday we have a tender due Tuesday… didn’t make my day AT ALL, on top of proofing a quote for 60 workstations… eye crossing hell. But it’s all in a days work right?
Ran Requiem last night, appears that everyone had a really good time. Glad. I wasn’t feeling up to running a game but I had some ideas and they worked out better than I had hoped. A big thank you to my players who made it awesome for everyone.
Been thinking alot lately about body image, food and friends. I think the key to personal happiness is truly being comfortable in your own skin. When I was younger before I ever lost any weight I was very comfortable in my own skin. After I lost some weight I started to remember what I looked like before I lost any and how I look now and think I still look like I did then, and suddenly boom, that confidence is gone!
Well, let me tell you…it’s not easy. Yes I’d like to be smaller, but do I cry myself to sleep over it? No.
Do guys still hit on me, yes! LOL
Do I still get treated with respect and show confidence in what I do, most definitely.
Just some reflections that I thought were worth mentioning.
I said I would try to post here more. I’m going to continue to do so.
Why can’t they stay this little forever?
